Saturday, October 25, 2008

Awkward Feelings

Why am I punished for giving up a bad habit?

It's not exactly a bad habit.. but more like feelings I shouldn't be having.

I finally "man up" to these feelings of mine (which I've had for years) and said, "NO!"

This was a hard thing for me. To give up something I once held so dear.  And for some reason I was chastised for having the feelings, and now I'm being chastised for giving them up. 

Life doesn't make sense.

I'm certain I made the right decision though. 

All I know is I don't want to be another one of the same thing. (Ask me, and maybe I'll tell you.)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

what are you talking about?