When I made this blog I wasn't sure what direction I was going with it. Then I came up with an idea. This blog is going to document my photographic journeys in which you will (hopefully) watch me progress artistically through photographs. Each week, actually, don't hold me to that... anyway, I will be posting new pictures and hopefully you will witness my photographs improving as an aspiring.. well.. I just want to learn about photography. I will also be talking about different photographers. So get ready.. I guess?
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Why am I punished for giving up a bad habit?
It's not exactly a bad habit.. but more like feelings I shouldn't be having.
I finally "man up" to these feelings of mine (which I've had for years) and said, "NO!"
This was a hard thing for me. To give up something I once held so dear. And for some reason I was chastised for having the feelings, and now I'm being chastised for giving them up.
Life doesn't make sense.
I'm certain I made the right decision though.
All I know is I don't want to be another one of the same thing. (Ask me, and maybe I'll tell you.)
Thursday, October 9, 2008
I had a friend die.
They closed the case and said it was suicide. It wasn't.
The hardest thing I've probably ever had to do was work up the courage to see him laying there in his coffin. Once I did, thats when I knew he was really gone.
The funeral was wreck and so many things happened its to stressful to even explain everything.
People were getting arrested at the funeral.
When we got home I got drunk. I wrote two papers last night for today. Needless to say, this morning those papers needed lots of revising.
Today was not my best day.
I did have an interesting debate in English today, which was the highlight of the day only to be brought down by some dumb kid in my next class.
I wanted to punch him in the face.
Hal is super nice guy.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
So, a friend of mine (I hope I can call you my friend) was talking to me about blogging today so I facebooked her and found her Blogspot. I have a livejournal, but a lot of my other friends have these so why not.
School is really getting to me these days. This may be a suprise to anyone who knows me because I am a very laid back individual. On the contrary this laid back life style has caused me to fail two semesters of college courses. This is my last chance to do good in school and have my parents pay for it, needless to say I am working my ass off.
I'm pretty sure I failed my Music Appreciation test today. My mind goes blank. I am a horrible test taker. I even studied on the way to school, which resulted in a hideous car wreck that almost occurred.
I have a paper due in Comp 1, and I feel completely complied to do well on it, since I have a few zeros floating around. I don't know why, but this paper means a great deal to me. I even shed a few tears over it.
Good news; I made an 80 on my math test today! That is good for me, considering I am horrible at math.
My cats are really cute.